Whislt i was playing aion i was told by Kaworu that he was leaving and in return i obviously asked why? He said ask Tsukasa, Tsukasa and Kuroba had done something behind his back that he basically didnt like. And that in Tsukasa’s eyes he was keeping a promise that he made to Kuroba and in return went behind Kaworus back and did it. This infruaited Kaworu, and i can see why. When Kaworu wouldnt go into detail i thought fine, but he kept saying to me ‘Ask Tsukasa, I Want Him To Tell You Exactly What He Did’ . So i did and in the end it ended up Tsukasa not saying a word and Kaworu still steaming. When i asked Kaworu to tell me then since Tsukasa wasnt, he declined which he had every right to. But like i said to him ‘Then dont tell me you want me to know’. He said he did want me to know and the fact that Tsukasa wouldnt tell me directly as to what happened showed that ‘he isnt much of a Man’.
I meant to write this when it happened but had to think it through. What annoyed me the most was when Tsukasa said ‘It has nothing to do with you, you dont need to know.’ I thought of how Ironic and Two Faced that actually was, because after the arguement i had with Soli, or Momo or whatever she calls herself. He put himself in the part of ‘Whatever you tell me wont go anyway, i know alot of it since she told me anyway’ Now that arguement had nothing to do with him but that was still a course of action he took. It hasnt been just that time when Soli/Momo and Me were going out he was always saying something or sticking his nose in where it didnt belong. And on multiple occassion’s even Momo/Soli mentioned it as well to me. So isnt that hipercritcial?
It doesnt matter anyway, because i didnt want to know but Kaworu wanted me to know, which is a real strain. But like i said if you arent going to tell me, how can i help? And in return dont involve me in your Arguements, disagreements and such.
I cared about them all alot, but theres enough drama going on in my life all the time that i just cant cope with it, if you need or want my help then fine, tell me the full story, i can give advice looking on that instead of a blank page. And looking back at it, it was just stupid, we are old enough to deal with issues without turning it in to world war 3/4.
It made me angry though because to me it showed that although kaworu wanted me to know, it was more about attention between him and Tsukasa.
But fine there free to do as they wish.
I sent a text message to Tsukasa to ask if he was okay because people were worried (even kaworu) but obviously he is fine.
Thats all i have to say on the matter really.
Kaworu
Tsukasa Kamiya